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HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

2010-01-03T23:40:00.002+08:00

Finally bothered to update, going to start updating regularly from now onwards.

2009 seem to have passed by in a blink of an eye, it's been a great year.
Found and lost things, made tons of new friends because of our kinda F-uped school system.

Now for the resolution of 2010, since I've never made any for 2009.

-A gpa of 3.2 in year 3 (not aiming very high)
-Complete the full SCSM
-Run in as many events as possible
-Get my car license
-Get a new phone

I think that's probably it for me, contented with whatever I have for now haha.
Kudos people, off to bed :)

schedule

2009-11-08T01:21:00.002+08:00

HELLO, decided to come here and dust up this space.
Ok so life for now is basically the same old stuff, school, working out and back. Been staying out for most of my Fridays, crashing at bud's places, movies and just talking.
Those suckers are so awesome, I won't know what to do without them.
So headed out for a movie yesterday night with, jer, xiu, hao and zeyi. Caught 'Paranormal activity' the film was nice, at least I enjoyed the whole building up process. Xiu was having a headache cause she said we sat too close to the screen and this movie was the shaking kind.

After that, sat around jp and talked for abit before the girls head for home and us to prawning. Lex came and met us, enjoyed the pawning session partially cause it was my first time being there.
Reached home around 7, bathed, had some oatmeal and crashed till 4.

Gotta watch slumdog tommorrow because of some UT requirement.
Somehow I feel I am not doing enough for a number of things, not pushing the limits and just sitting back. Not going to continue talking, going to start working cause talking's real cheap.

_l_

2009-10-12T02:18:00.004+08:00

OH and if you read the previous post and decide 'Hey I'm going to ask him what happened and try and be the mediator'. Thanks but if you try and do anything like that, your going to get berated like you have never been before, I don't want to solve this because there's nothing to be solved to begin with.

GET THAT BUGGER ATTITUDE OUT OF YOUR HEADS, that would probably benefit you douches in the long run :)

Chaqif's 18th

2009-10-12T01:58:00.004+08:00

Had bbq at hao's place last Friday, main intention was to celebrate chaqif bdae.
I was suppose to have fun at the bbq, OK probably we, but somehow right from the start till the end some shit bags pissed me off and if not for the company of the precious few I might have trashed them, the bbq and walked off.
You can obviously feel the bad bad aura around me the whole bbq, why you ask?
Cause when you and a greater bunch of ppl are trying to make everything nice, warm and comfy for everyone some douche bags just ruined it by treating us like idiots and doing nothing much. The epicly awesome part was they actually had the guts to condamn us, ableit not directly but still they did.
I only have 2 words to say to them, FUCK YOU. If your thinking it's you, then it's you.
I'm not mincing my words for the sake of friendship anymore, there this fine line you can thread on, get too far over it and you handle consequences.

Puppies for sale

2009-10-08T22:50:00.002+08:00

Just to share this, I found it to be touching and meaningful

A farmer had some puppies he needed to sell. He painted a sign advertising the pups and set about Nailing it to a post on the edge of his yard. As he was driving the last nail into the post, he Felt a tug on his overalls. He looked down into the Eyes of a little boy.
Mister," he said, "I want to buy one of your puppies."
"Well," said the farmer, as he rubbed the sweat off the back of his neck, "these puppies come from fine parents and cost a good deal of money."
The boy dropped his head for a moment. Then reaching deep into his pocket, he pulled out a handful of change and held it up to the farmer. "I've got thirty-nine cents. Is that enough to take a look?"
"Sure," said the farmer.
And with that he let out a whistle,"Here,Dolly!" he called.
Out from the doghouse and down the ramp ran Dolly followed by four little balls of fur. The little boy pressed his face against the chain link fence. His eyes danced with delight.

As the dogs made their way to the fence, the little boy noticed something else stirring inside the doghouse. Slowly another little ball appeared; this One noticeably smaller. Down the ramp it slid. Then in a somewhat awkward manner the little pup began hobbling toward the others, doing its best to catch up....
"I want that one," the little boy said, pointing to the runt.
The farmer knelt down at the boy's side and said, "Son, you don't want that puppy. He will never be able to run and play with you like these other dogs would."
With that the little boy stepped back from the fence, reached down, and began rolling up one leg of his trousers. In doing so he revealed a steel brace running down both sides of his leg attaching itself To a specially made shoe. Looking back up at the farmer, he said, "You see sir, I don't run too well myself, and he will need Someone who understands."

The world is full of people who need someone who understands.

Just mundane

2009-09-28T02:16:00.003+08:00

Back for a slight update, holi's have zoomed past and there's only one week left.
Somehow I don't dread school reopening, neither am I looking forward to it. I'm just praying that new classmates would be wonderful angels (as if), life's been the same just minus the school part.

Well I'm going to have a blast for the last week, so to end things off....

There's an Italian painter, named Carlotti, and he defined beauty...He said it was the summation of the parts, working together in such a way that nothing needed to be added, taken away, or altered, and thats you, you're beautiful.

-- Nicolas Cage, Next

Another sleepless night

2009-09-13T17:01:00.003+08:00

It's sunday, nothing new there haha.
Friday was an awesome day, played basketball all day long before heading to the gym at 6, met mel there.
Head for dinner at gek poh before realising I was late for meeting with jer. Reached JP around 9.20 and got the stare from her. Went and shopped for cake for xiu's birthday surprise, then we realised we had nothing better to do and jp was epic-ly boring. So we headed over to imm to find alicia, waited for alicia to finish her work, chaqif came. Headed back to jp to meet YC, before hx and hao arrived.
In the end the surprise that was suppose to 'work' failed horribly, partially due to
1.) poor acting from xiu's mum and jer.
2.)the closed room door.
3.)Alicia saying the wrong thing.

Chaqif and hx left soon after, the rest of us stayed over. Talked, watched coming soon (waste of time) then watched 怪谈. Had breakfast at 6 plus before hao went home, headed back to xiu place to sleep till 11. Homed, bathed, slept from 1-5. Head out for dinner at safra jurong with whole family to celebrate grand dad's birthday, was bursting at the seams after the meal because there was too much food.

just do as you please

2009-09-11T00:39:00.003+08:00

HELLO, been camping at home since yesterday because the mood to get moving out of the house did not really come get me. Watched HIMYM yesterday, and it was great to be reliving the first season again because it was hilarious.
Barney was being the typical stereotype of a failed playboy, cooking up schemes which failed time and again. 'Lets play a game, 'Have you met ted?' 'loved that line.

Here come's the next addiction, cheesy movie love quotes. They are as likable as Winston Churchill's quotes. Here's one to start.

I love that you get cold when it is 71 degrees out. I love that it takes you an hour and a half to order a sandwich. I love that you get a little crinkle in your nose when you're looking at me like I'm nuts. I love that after I spend day with you, I can still smell your perfume on my clothes. And I love that you are the last person I want to talk to before I go to sleep at night. And it's not because I'm lonely, and it's not because it's New Year's Eve. I came here tonight because when you realize you want to spend the rest of your life with somebody, you want the rest of your life to start as soon as possible.

-- When Harry Met Sally

Back...

2009-09-08T00:27:00.002+08:00

As the title suggests, me is back.
For how long, prolly till the enthusiasm in me dies off again.
Been enjoying the first week of the holidays, activities that were planned went as planned. Unexpected ones were even more enjoyable.
Played soccer with the old clique after meeting those dusty entities that I once called 'cher' in school.
Had an all dudes talking cock session out of the blue, because we met up and never planned on doing anything. So just played lan and went to S11 to talk shit from 1 am till 7 am, was really enjoyable and then head over to hao's place to crash till 5.

Next up would be, project 'alicia' and got her with the 'OMG his going to suicide' thing, the best part was she actually bought everything. Eat mac with ALOT of people, then head over to khek's place for a stayover. Played mahjong unexpectedly, and won even more unexpectedly.

Caught 'The proposal' with some ppl from the night before, was a good show. Sat at mac for a while before heading to cck park for another chit chatting session. All the ghost stories made no one want to head home, so stayed over at alicia's place till 6 plus 7, homed and slept till 1.

Tried to get some idea for pf at the lib today, accompanied mel in the process, but was lost in all the awesome contents of the books. Hopefully the next session would be more productive for me, at least. Tofu with fats, hmmm ... all I can say about that is 'The girl mel's, a great creator'.

pretty much it..

2009-07-26T20:08:00.002+08:00

Weekends was spent pretty nicely, soccer as usual on saturday after that head to royston's condo for a swim. Great fun in the pool, before heading for late lunch thn homed.
Sunday was pretty much mundane, apart from the uberly short session at the gym, surprised to find aunts at my place upon returning home. Waiting for mum to get me dinner because I am not keen on macaroni at granny's place again.

Well once again that's how much it's worth, so glad that I've finally saw it...

chore

2009-07-17T00:41:00.002+08:00

Schools a chore today, had flu half of the day due to the aircon.
Dream-weaver was pretty tough after having to put in all the flash player, yada yada yada.
Totally tired of the food at the canteen, but have no choice but to continue eating there because certain stickers can only get you into certain canteens.
Brilliant RP management *clap *clap.

Whoa it says alot when someone bothers to insult you on your blog space, means they are reading it YAY.

Giberishlynonsense

2009-07-13T22:29:00.003+08:00

Soccer for 7 hours kills, been feeling all weak after that intense session and killed the rest of my plans.

I'm not one to yak here about issues, so all I can say to address things is I did what I did and I regret it. Somehow my processor was faulty that day, so thats that.

Just to share...

2009-07-08T21:02:00.002+08:00

For all the health enthusiast out there, here is a tiny thing I read on msn.com

1. The Worst Drink in America

Baskin-Robbins Large Heath Bar Shake

2,310 calories
108 g fat (64 g saturated)
266 g

Let's look at America's Worst Drink in numbers:

73: The number of ingredients that go into this milkshake.
66: The number of teaspoons of sugar this drink contains.
11: The number of Heath Bars you would have to eat to equal the number of calories found in one Baskin Robbins Large Heath Bar Shake.
12: The average number of minutes it takes to consume this drink.
240: The number of minutes you'd need to spend on a treadmill, running at a moderate pace, to burn it off.

Damn 240 minutes, wah lao.

things....

2009-07-06T01:04:00.002+08:00

I just felt like updating at such an unearthly time, bathed dog yesterday before heading out to the gym with zk.
Went for lunch, before unexpectedly heading for wanting's grand-pa's funeral. The 'best' thing is, because it was unexpected I was wearing RED. Call me superstitious or whatever but I have never worn bright colours to a funeral before, so I was super paiseh. Sat around for a couple of hours before her dad sent us home.

Discovered something that totally brought my mood down, I really didn't expect things to progress this way. But somehow or rather it did, now can you blame me for not ever believing that love last forever? Question's somehow popped up again and again.
I won't breathe a word about it simply because I'm still optimistic of the outcome, but yet why am I feeling so unease.
Off to bed now, ciaos.

going.....going.......probably gone.

2009-07-04T02:22:00.002+08:00

HEYLLO, been a relatively easy week because finally seeing the first few A's appearing on the daily grades is a great motivation. Coupled with some pretty good UT grades equates to total relief because I didn't think that I actually was going to do 'alright' .

The cases rose from 57 a few days ago to 95 as of now, and what is the school doing... selling 6 dollar thermometers (that is faulty) to those who did not bring their own, BRAVO. Class was awesome as usual, but seeing some of my closest bud's getting LOA and staying at home enjoying their nice long sleep makes me oh so irritated. What to do, my block has the least number of A-H1N1 cases, hopefully it stays that way.
I HAVEN'T WATCH TRANSFORMERS YET, %&(%&($*)$ la.

well here goes ..

2009-06-30T01:33:00.002+08:00

I'm finally in the mood to update YAY!!!

School's been a massive scare-fest, why?? Cause of the 57 H1N1 cases from within campus, the scary part is we year 2's and 3's still have to go to school. Why the seemingly 'weaker' bodied year 1's stay at home for E learning, the reason being our school have contained the virus.
CONTAINED, from 2 cases spiraling into 57 , well if you call that contained then bravo to you.

Update on what happened, been to queensway to kt and Nigel last Saturday to see see look look.

Further back met up with zijie randomly on yet another Saturday for an impromptu decision to join them for a movie at vivo, because nothing was planned after soccer. The others being, yuqing, sharon and that cock sou yan. The movie was awesomely awesome, 'I love you, man' classic american humour.

Oh well school's been a bummer, and I seriously need to find some form of focus in class. Been fb-ing and watching the transfer rumours constantly, done some work but not up to satisfactory standard set by myself. Come on you HY buck up luh!!!
I'm so going to forget the encouragement when I wake up, so anyone kind enough please text me like constantly to remind me that I need to study alright :)
Much love's peeps :)

Nostalgia

2009-06-14T00:35:00.002+08:00

Back to update, spent my friday night catch 'drag me to hell' with zk,wanting, xiu, jer and YC. It was the only american horror movie that got me kinda sinking into my sit, great sound effects coupled with that freaking scary old woman equates a pretty excellent piece from sam raimi.
The joke of the show was YC screamed HAHAHAH. Stayed over at xiu's place together with jer and YC because I didn't want to take a cab home haha.
Went back home around 12 something, bathed and went out to meet the guys for the match. Well it ended 14-3 in our favour hahaha.

The facebook pictures got me thinking back about how much we have grown from scrawny little dudes and gals to the teens we are now haha. If edward hadn't post the pictures up, I guess that part of our secondary school life would have been lost and forgotten.
Well it wouldn't be now.

HELLOO

2009-06-03T00:19:00.002+08:00

Ok, back here to resurrect my almost dead blog.
It's the holidays now and yes it's starting to get a little bored at night, but what to do when you have no car and is lazy to find people out to chill.
Went swimming with chaqif and ameen just now, initial plan was to complete 8 laps. After the first lap we dropped it to 6, after the 2nd lap the whole thing went down to just 4 pathetic laps haha.
That's how bad our stamina have gone, way way bad. 4 laps in almost 30-40 mins is super duper slow, we all respect swimmers now for the 20 odds laps they do each training.

After that went to do some grocery shopping for chaq at IMM, luckily I always tag along when my mom goes to do her groceries or else I would have been looking like a loss arse like chaq.
Famlies chalet coming soon, looking forward to chill-laxing with them.
Last but not least, Terminator:salvation anyone??

Happy defined

2009-05-20T00:19:00.002+08:00

I'm pretty much what is stated in the title, I feel that up till this point in life I'm feeling my happiest.
It's just a random feeling that just popped up, perhaps I'm just feeling contented with life,as it is, now.
Maybe I never knew how to appreciate things then, so I should just lay back and make up for loss time.

Doggies coming in june I reckon, totally feel like a 3 year old looking at a lollipop. SUPERDUPERLICIOUSLY EXCITED on that.

Here goes nothing...

2009-05-13T00:03:00.002+08:00

Back to update, because of a sudden urge to do so.

Monday- skipped classes with KT cause we both didn't have the mood to go class, bad yes but once in a million years wouldn't hurt. We had breakfast at batok mac before deciding to watch X men around 11 am or so, after that we idled a while, KT suggested sushi buffet even though I wasn't very willing I still went along.
He ate loads while I had some, parted ways around 2.45 , went to gym and stayed there for 4 n a half hours. Don't ask me what was I thinking, I seriously didn't have a clue as to why I did what I did.

Tuesday- No school day, but had outing with some of my best mates in class. Met up with zirah around 1.20 before training down to vivo, waited a while there before ilyana arrived. Went to have lunch first because the other 3 was friggin late, not that we didn't expect that. Nate, jamal and then em came. Chilled awhile before deciding to watch a movie, The horseman, wasted 7.50 on a suspense filled movie.
The bad point was the suspense kept on coming, until everyone went 'what thats the ending' when the credits started rolling. Skip this movie if you decide to watch something random.
Zirah left soon after, we went up to the roof to chill and talk loads before having dinner at banquet. That pretty much sums up the day, looking forward to seeing them in class tommorow cause we are bound to have fun haha.

Thinking.

2009-05-08T22:46:00.002+08:00

School has been REALLY REALLY good, even though some of the problems are killing me.
Class in particular, spectacular primarily because I have this bunch of awesome peeps such as
Jamal- never fails to make everyone's day with his nonsense
Shawn- most RACIST and straight talking person I have seen
Nate- just for the company
Iliyana- norin norin..... see ya
seow ting- Fellow west sider who shares loads
Em/fred- Acting cute
Hazirah- for that lovable yakult auntie bag.

Haha, last but not least of course me la if not where's all the fun.
Ok forget the last part, just being awesomely random.
Looking forward to more classes with them, but am just going to waste my weekends away.
Nitez :)

backkkkk

2009-05-03T21:41:00.003+08:00

Ok, it's been really ages since I last updated my blog.
Due to my usual 'I just don't want to update mood' , the new school semester started and my class was pretty fun and was hyped up due to constant disturbing's going on all around.
Some modules was just giving me a brain drain because of the depth of things going on in the module.
But all's fun and hopefully I can really cope better with school, because I really really wanna hit the 3 point mark for my grades. Oh well will update next week, cheers people.

chapter one

2009-04-18T23:32:00.002+08:00

Been neglecting my dear blog space because the urge to blog haven't really hit me until today.
Events that passed by this few weeks will be kheks bdae which just concluded yesterday, soccer with usual's at jurong east under the scorching sun and up till now the heat wave haven't really subsided yet.

School's starting on Monday, I guess I'm like the only few who would be excited about it since it's better to be bored in school than bored at home I guess. Will prolly make a proper update soon, ciaos peeps.

UBIN BOYS n girls.

2009-04-02T01:19:00.002+08:00

HELLO, been couple of days since my last post so here goes nothing.
Woke up around 10 to get ready to go meet up with the guys for the ubin trip, made my way to JE mrt to meet up with the peeps. I thought even though I was about 10 min's late, many of them would be late but it turns out the only one later than me was Joel.

Soon trained to tampines, crap on the train, I believed pizza hut anywhere just don't like us because they missed one of our orders AGAIN, similar to the harbour front pizza hut outlet. Had our food and went to the interchange to take bus 29, was a pretty long bus ride to changi village.

Took a bum boat from changi getty to ubin, been 2 years since I've last been there but the feeling is still as great. Made our way to rent a bike, the rental fees there got to put ALL of the bike rental shops in the mainland to shame. It was 5 BUCKS for the WHOLE day, from 2-7 would have been longer if we had decided to go earlier. Biked around the island and got followed by massive hoards of mozzies, haha. Reached the entrance to chek jawa and parked outside before going in for the walk, the sea breeze was great but the tide was pretty high so didn't get to see the corals and the crabs.Biked all around and talked loads of shit, and F1 all around ubin.

Decided to go back for a drink since everyone was pretty drained, drank and the plan was to cycle to the other part but due to time and energy constraints we abandoned that plan. Sit down and rest before taking a bum boat back to changi village. Had dinner there and went to tampines mall to walk about. Before going home.
It was a great day, even though the mozzies were by far the most massive, I'm glad everyone who went enjoyed it. The peeps who went were, Joel , hao, zk, wanting, alicia, ching keong and alex. Lets do it again next time but with a few more people haha.

frustrations.

2009-03-27T00:23:00.002+08:00

Life's been a bore as usual, but well I'm pretty contented with what is going on in my life now.
Collecting new lappy at sim lim tml, whee faster EVERYTHING finally no more laggy desktop.

On a side note, sometimes when people are nice to you don't take everything for-granted. Not blowing their top and not wanting to blow their top is 2 totally different matters.