date: Tuesday, January 24, 2006
title: it always happens
Whenever a relationship fails between two person n even if one person says it is ok,it will be very difficult to even talk to each other in the future.Even if in a rejection one says its ok ,it will be also very diff to talk to or be the same to the other anymore there will always be a barrier,one that cannot be lifted.It is juz that difficult.
date: Monday, January 23, 2006
title: fuck up
injured my knee's ligament for the 4th time loh,then i must make fast recovery or cant participate in chingay liao.keep having to listen to sad stories these few days so feeling a bit down n very fustrated liao so can very easily get agitated very easily.Then wanting come transfer to our class from 3e1 juz because she dropped a maths ,than everyone of the dudes from former 2e1 agreed on this sianz will see them together again in class during free time this thing is getting to extreme but they like it ,wah lao but i dun wish to care cuz wad happens between them is non of my business.
date: Wednesday, January 11, 2006
title: sibei sianz ar
Today damn sianz loh ,in class teacher all tok cock sianz ar.In the afternoon still ok lar,go for the drama meeting in the meeting i discovered i had to play a freaking drunk for the cca oriantation n i had to get the paint sia,still muz come at 7.30 am on saturday to get ready can die sia.Afternoon still cannot rest muz go for the dragon dance thingy damn tired sia ,luckily dun have kana batminton cca oriantation sia .Think i go to sleep liao tommolo still have dragon dance,muz get enough rest or else will be damn tired.
date: Sunday, January 08, 2006
title: nice mah
I update my blogskin liao,first time i doing this myself still kinda figuring out the tagboards n the music parts.
date: Friday, January 06, 2006
title: fuck up loh they
Todae something damn funni happen,the physics teacher forget the time sia then when he comeup the first thing he ask is how much time left ,chairman tell him 1min left when he say class the bell ring then we all laugh until like siao.Next during soccer (not meant to be racist here),i cannot take it animore loh ,the usual fuking ppl which are indians come di xiao us again ,i see them not happy then i go cheers buy something i come back they gt the fuking ball liao fuk up lar them.Afterwards we thought it was like damn late than i look at chanzy de watch it was like 4.35pm only loh then wanting started talking to us about our sch gt chio bu ,she sae netball gt then a scout one .I say got is got but whether see already gt feeling is another thing,i tell her i not interested in anyone of them cuz onli gt her mah.Today gt sec 1 camp sia i want to be in it lehz but cannot lehz ,too bad loh.I think next week gt cca oriantation ,i going for 2 cca oriantation sia(if batminton never call me then i dont need to go loh,but i think drama need to wait for the miss chee to confirm first).Stop here bahz dun write so long,too lo soh.
date: Wednesday, January 04, 2006
title: whoo who sch start liao
Yesterday sianz ,nvr update so todae update loh.Yesterday went to sch early in the morning ,saw the chanzy ,ah hao ,haziq,darren n dom all sit there like kuai kia like tat (as if).they ask mi go sit with there then go loh,bell rang n sing song time,after the sing song the fuking ah chia go talk so long,then the vp talk ,ah hon talk .Wah lau talk until 9 oclock then still not enough,still gt the fooking dragon dance thing ,hai all of us sit in the sun.Oh i also forgot to say gt 70++ ppl kana caught for hair n socks ,heng ar my hair nvr kana caught.Then lesson time slack until siao ,it either play a fool or sleeping .Todae lesson start officially liao ,but actually only maths n sci start onli lar,poa tommolo gt 3 period (which adds up to one n a half hour),sianz but no choice cuz the teacher sae the first 3 months most important ,sianz ar poa book fuking heavy ar.damn but at least i got to plae soccer todae ,but in the after play until so song the time rainning fuk up ar.
date: Sunday, January 01, 2006
title: haizzzzzzzzzz.......
If i were to really trust my instincts and juz hang on to something that i have known for so long,that was never going to be mine,is it really the right decision???I juz dunnoe.........even if i tell someone that i really can trust ,so what , i still can't come at peace with myself forever.Only for the moment,i have peace.But as stuborn as a mule i am,i still can't come to terms with myself in letting go of the only thing that was ever so important in my life,Her.I'm still not prepared to let go ,i'm still not.
I never thought of dreaming this dream, but after doing so for 5 years, it has turned into something, i never wish to wake up from.
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