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date: Sunday, November 30, 2008
title: Free stuff, Stupid stuff
time: 12:27 AM

Today, practically did nothing and wasted my whole day at home. I refused to go with family to Sitex because I wanted to sleep in. Mom came home and they got me loads of free stuff (free because it ain't paid using my money).
Items were a 250 gb toshiba external hardisk, a nike flight ear piece that was a gift when they bought a printer. More freebies when I got to granny's, aunt passed me a almost brandnew ipod shuffle, reason being they didn't use it at all an didn't want to leave if lying around, so tah dah it ends up in my room. I wanted an ipod classic for my birthday, and well seems like I will have to get one myself.

Now to the stupid stuff's, there's loads of petty quarrels going on now a days. A particular stupid one is one that started because of a bloody game of DOTA. DOTA, is suppose to be one where you play, get mad of fucking noobs in the game and then end game with Good Game. Why good game because everything is left in the game, if we were to bring grudges out of it then it just proves how miserable we are. So both of you just get a life and stop quarreling over some stupid game. Now with all said, good night.



date: Thursday, November 27, 2008
title:
time: 9:38 PM

Quiz from Tyihan

A. People who have been tagged must write their answer in their blog.
B. Tag 8 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they are tagged by and cannot tag the person back.
C. Continue this game by sending it to other people.


1. Honxuen
2. Sarah
3. Shan
4. YC
5. Clement
6. You
7. You
8. You

1. What Have You Been Doing Recently?
Resting my knee, DOTAING!!!!

2. Do You Ever Turn Your Cell Phone Off?
NO!

3. What Happened At 10am Today?
"You may have your first breakout", try saying this using a turkish tone.

4. When Did You Last Cry?
Errr, don't quite remember.

5. Believe In Fate/Destiny?
Somehow or rather, I have my own reservations about believing in them.

6. What Do You Want In Your Life Now?
I want my knee to get back into good condition, as in really really really want!!!!

7. Do You Tend To Make Relationship Complicated?
No, never.

8. Are You Wearing Anything You Borrow From Someone?
Nope.

9. What Was The Last Movie You Caught?
Quarrantine, original one.

10. Does That Person Know You Like Him/Her?
Who,I guess not.

11. Who Always Make Me Laugh?
Classmates.

12. Do You Speak Languages Other Than English?
YAR, chinese, singlish, hockien, teochew, a lil cantonese, a lil malay, a lil tamil.

13. Favourite Website(s)?
REDSPORTS.sg

14. What Are You Doing Tomorrow?
Schooling and then meeting lessons.

15. What Do You Think You Are Like?
Stubborn and somehow really really talkative.

16. Who Will You Choose To Die With?
Die, well there's only enough space for one person in a coffin right.

17. Where Have You Been Today?
School, home, granny's, home.

18. What Game Do You Play Often?
DOTA, floorball if my knee is not in such a bad condition.

19. Who Are You Missing Right Now?
Someone, floorballers.

20. If You Have To Choose Between A Friend And Love, Who Will You Choose?
Maintain a balance.

21. What Are You Doing Now?
This long quizz and racking my brains on that stupid RJ topic.

22.Which Primary School Are You From?
Proud to be a rulangnite.

23. Name Three Colours That You Like?
RED, black, green.

24. What Emoticon Do You Like To Show?
None of it.

25. What Is Life To You?
Life is only so short, if you hate more things it will only make your life miserable. So live life happy and learn to forget certain stuffs.

26. If You Have Something Troubling You, What Will You Do?
Tell someone I feel is reliable,

27. Who Did You Last Chat With On MSN Today?
Cass.

28. Who Do You Admire The Most?
HUH, dun really have.

29. Which Month Were You Born In?
December baby!!!

30.How Are You Feeling Right Now?
Sick, happy.

31. What Is The Time Now?
9.56PM

32. What Kind Of Person Do You Think The One Who Tag You Is?
Errr, she's sporty, kinda of blur and I don't know. Can't tell, haha.

33. What Colour Would You Use To Dye Your Hair?
Highlight brown.

34. Why Are You Doing This Test?
Bored and cause I have nothing to blog about.

35. What Do You Do When You're Moody?
Disturb people, keep quiet and enjoy the silence.

36. At Which Stage Do You Wish To Get Married?
28-31.

37. Who Is More Important To You?
Parents, friends.

38. If Today Is The Last Day Of Your Life, What Will You Do?
Tell someone I love you, do the wildest things.

39. Who Is/Are The People/Person You Trust The Most?
Close friends, some of them.

40.Do You Believe In Seeing The Rainbow After The Rain?
YES, I learnt it in science.

41. If You Have A Dream To Come True, What Would It Be?
Forbes list for billionares #1, and something close to heart .

42. What Is Your Goal For This Year?
Cut down another 3-5 kgs.

43. Do You Believe In Eternity Love?
Maybe.

44. What Feeling Do You Love Most?
No particular one that I fancy the most.

45. Do You Really Think It's Global Warming Now?
Yupp.

46. What Feeling Do You Hate The Most?
Heart wrenching, pain somewhere and it's really hard to heal.

47. Do You Like Doing Quizzes?
Only when I'm bored.

48. Do You Believe In God?
Still pondering between the line of belief and disbelief

49. Who Cares For You The Most?
My parents and family, friends.

50. What Do You Think Is The Most Important Thing In Your Life?
Too many to name

51. What Will You Bring When You Fight?
A rifle, duh.

52.What Have You Regretted Doing In Your Whole Life?
Knowing some dumb people like the one who asked me to do the quiz, haha jkjk.
Can't name it here.

53. What Do You Do If Nobody Cared For You Any Longer?
I will live for myself.

54. What Will You Do If Your Boyfriend/Girlfriend Two-Timed You?
Let her go, wish her all the best. And lastly tell her karma's a bitch.

55. How Do You Feel Now?
I feel rather tiring, but still pretty hype up.

Finally I finished this.



date: Monday, November 24, 2008
title: The good.........The ugly
time: 12:29 AM

Had nothing to do so I just blog hopped and guessed what I discovered this
Sometimes when you can't sing, please just leave it to the ones who can, if not here's whats going to happen.
Watch this => http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iKiWkyjK4Ts
and than this => http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BuoL4vr_j-c
If you can't spot the difference, your OFFICIALLY tone deaf.



date: Sunday, November 23, 2008
title: Another way...
time: 12:42 AM

The day started out with me meeting up with some of the guys and going back to the ycss open house. Not alot of people, we had a fun time walking around and talking to people ( teachers, juniors).
Left at around 1 plus and had lunch before going to play a little soccer, the knee hurts but I still managed to sqeeze in a couple of games before it took its toil.
Saw miss lim half way through and well it was really pleasent seeing someone who was pretty motherly during your secondary years.
Headed home to bath and rushed to bugis to meet some of the w14e people for steam boat dinner at tian tian, it was pretty good with me and eugene the primary eaters, derek was the clearer as he continued trying to finish the food when most of us had stopped. Went to shop at bugis street before going home because mahjong plans was scrapped.
Mom said that I may not have to endure the surgery, go do some accupunture and see how things goes. Well anything's worth a try now, hopefully it works (can't imagine life with clutches).



date: Friday, November 21, 2008
title: Out
time: 11:08 PM

Today was fun, went to school and as usual class was super hyper. With derek getting insulted for doing nonsense stuff to cass's slippers getting dragged into the male toilet haha.

After class played dota for awhile before going home, had dinner before going to see doc regarding my knee. Didn't really expect things to get so bad, he said I tore my acl and needed to go see an orthopedic surgeon and I should need surgery to repair it .
The rehab after surgery is a long long road, oh well that's what I get for not taking care of my knees. Hopefully I can get all of these over and done with, cause my knee is hurting real bad nowadays.



date: Thursday, November 20, 2008
title: Not enough...
time: 11:10 PM

Suddenly I realize that I haven't been,
Training hard enough,
been putting too much emphasis on own mistakes,
putting any commitment to go for training.
A simple chat, harsh words, just got me thinking hard about how I have been performing during training. I realize that I have been taking things for granted and I guess when my team have been training hard I was slacking off.
Lets start all over again and I will not let my team down again.

Don't give up at half time. Concentrate on winning the second half.
That's what I should be aiming for, lasting the distance and improving slowly not give up just because of some things that were true.




date: Tuesday, November 18, 2008
title:
time: 11:48 PM

what you most want at this moment (Temperance)

The cards suggest why, that what you most want at this time is some peace and harmony, a sense of control and to feel that life is flowing again. Perhaps you have been, or still are, going through some tough times regarding a relationship, financial worries or some other kind of loss. Take heart that peace will be restored - this is a time for you to be calm and patient and life will soon have a sense of normality again.
your fears (The Lovers)

Ones heart is ruling ones head! You are so afraid of being hurt you are paralysed into non-action. To have or not to have? To stay or to go? Throw caution to the wind, great happiness awaits you if you can trust what you feel and ignore the fear and do it anyway.
what is going for you (The Hierophant)

There is help at hand, just ask for it. If you are concerned about making the right decision there is someone with the right moral fibre that can help. You can receive Wise counsel and honest advice from a teacher, priest or parent, or just someone you have a lot of respect for. They are more than willing to help.
what is going against you (Wheel Of Fortune)

A run of bad luck here, perhaps already evident or certainly signs that things are not going your way. The responsibility of important decisions weigh heavy with you where there are choices to make. Trust your intuition, and even if you have to make the painful decision to give up something in order to move on, then have the courage to do it. Trust that The Wheel of Fortune constantly turns and whilst it may be against you at the moment it will in time turn and bring you good fortune.
outcome (Judgement)

A time for taking stock, an end to an era or phase of your life and brand new opportunities appearing. An opportunity will present itself that must not be ignored and it could have far reaching implications, changing your life for the better. You will enjoy success and enjoyment for past efforts, events will pick up a pace and the outcome will be quicker than expected.

Did this because I was really bored and all now, so decided to try it after spotting it on yihan's blog. Tired, if I could take a rest from everything I would.



date: Sunday, November 16, 2008
title: Quiz
time: 10:24 PM

Something I haven't done in ages,
A quiz from Yihan.

RULE #1: People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

RULE #2: Tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.

1. Do you have secrets?
Yupp, duh..

2. Would you fall in love with a boy/girl younger than you?
Yar sure, why not. Love's never about age anyway.

3. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
As long as the feeling lasts.

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
Hmphh, hard question when you can buy almost everything.

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
If my best friend is a she, I guess I wouldn't because they are best friends for a reason.

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Being loved by someone, much easier .

7. If you had a choice to redo one thing in your life, what would that thing be.
I always had one thing that I regretted not doing, but i'm not going to share it here haah.

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
Wish them all the best and see how things goes.

9. What is the first thing you want to do when you're legal?
Get my driving license.

10. What would you do if your significant other cheats on you?
Nothing cause what's done is done.

11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
Hopefully my finances then would be quite stable.

12. Who is currently the most important people to you?
Family, friends.

13. How many times your heart has been broken?
ERR, can I not say. Ok not more than 2 haha.

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
Rich and single, I'm not going to make my wife work so hard . So I would rather be freaking rich first before thinking about anything else.

15. What songs are you addicted to now?
My blog song and many others.

16. If you're attached but you feel as if you like someone else, what would you do?
Get over with the 'someone'. There's only one place in my heart, guess what it's taken.

17. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
Most probably will, life is only so short for keep so much hatred.

18. What do you want to tell the someone that you like?
Err can you jump out somewhere so that I can find you.

19. Choose one, normal relationships or serious relationships?
Definitely serious relationships.

20. What are you thinking about now?
Training and school tomorrow.

5 people to so this survey:
-Honxuen
-clement
-Anyone from W25L
-Anyone from W14E
-ANYONE



date: Saturday, November 15, 2008
title: Schedule distruption...
time: 1:02 AM

Friday's good as usual, pretty faci, enthu team-mates that pretty much sums up my day.
First time on friday, I was back at gran's before 8 or as a matter of fact even back there.

I really thought nvm this would be the only day that I would be slacking at home, but then came the bombshell that is the sunday sentosa trip was cancelled. I don't blame the planner because obviously it isn't his fault, fuck those people who said YES very confidently when asked whether they can go. FUCK last minute cancellations, luckily the planner is a good tempered person, if it was me I wouldn't be as nice. Trust me.
Now I got to go find some shit to do during the weekends AGAIN, ass up stuff. _|_-.-_|_ to those who cancelled last minute again.



date: Friday, November 14, 2008
title: Knee dilemma
time: 12:28 AM

The day was maths UT day, as usual didn't study at all, went into class settled down and UT starts. On first look, I thought to myself 'there goes my maths UT again' but then miraculously my brain actually understood most of the MATHS UT questions. Maths and Me, totally no link.
Haha hopefully my first A will arrive, anyway had science module today.

Which I was totally not interested in at all, due to (so many) yesterday's late nights, decided to skip during second breakout. Thought about going home to sleep, but unexpectedly about 3/4 of the class decided to go too because they did not understand science at all.

Had late lunch at TRCC with those who left, went to cwp and played arcade before catching Madagascar 2. The movie was nice, funny shit, the experience would have been great had it not been for some annoying ass-secondary person who keep shaking his leg causing my sit to shake.

After movie, received a call from sarah that someone told her we would all be getting big fat F's from our dear erkannnn. Whee my first F, oh well, looks like my science will have to depend on the UT's to scrape through. Pranked cass at the mrt and all before cabbing home with nigel, who kindly tong panged me all the way. Tomorrow's friday again, this semester seem to breeze past and soon it will be holi's again wheeeeee.

Need to get my knee in shape, fast.



date: Tuesday, November 11, 2008
title:
time: 11:09 PM

Been sometime since my last entry, so I am back here to update.
Sat's fun, staying over at Hao's place. It was the usual 4 people who stayed over, me, zk, zeyi and hao. Wee teck went off after watching soccer, alex came and slacked a while before going off. Well we basically had supper at S11, drank some beer we bought there back at hao's place and then rounded off the stay over with branch at the market at taman.

Monday gymed with clement and hx at jurong east sports complex, first time there. I still prefer chervons because it's less crowded. Discovered that the training schedule has changed, not the number of days, just the court and physical trainings. Oh well, sentosa with the usual peeps this coming sunday. I just love the sun, the sand and well the whole bloody island itself.



date: Saturday, November 08, 2008
title:
time: 4:07 PM

MY parents are seriously in a fucked up mood today, keep picking on me just cause they both argued over some shit. I don't want to argue with them because it's just going to make things worse, I'm just sitting here and using my laptop not even bothering anyone why the hell do they want to come and piss me off.
Fuck overage adults.



date:
title:
time: 1:17 AM

Friday, finally the start of the weekends. Went to school, about 1/4 of the class didn't turn up, but the rest of us had fun. Celebrated Yile's b'dae, gave her a surprise at her class with some of the W25L people, haha hope she liked it. Was suppose to go gyming, but ended up going to JP for movie, watched 'REC.' with jer, xiu and hx.
The show was good, not really gory or horrifying just quite shocking at certain parts but overall the show was nice to me. Had dinner after the show, YC joined us. Chatted about things till we went home at about 9.30. I'm damn worried about my knee, it's not in a really good shape, I think I should go see a doc and get an x ray or something to make sure everything is alright.

Why do I feel....... uneasy.



date: Thursday, November 06, 2008
title:
time: 11:09 PM

All the hype now is about the US presidential elections which just concluded yesterday, which I bet 90 percent of Singaporeans know, Obama won. Watched him having his 'Thank you America' session live yesterday, because I skipped school, what he said made alot of sense that even a politic cuckoo like me understood. Well good luck to the first black president of US, he got loads of shit to clean up after succeeding george bush in office.

One memorable quote which was made by Abraham Lincoln, recycled by Obama was:
"You may deceive all the people part of the time, and part of the people all the time, but not all the people all the time.”

Now thats a hell of a speech, well I'm just glad Sarah Palin ain't vice president.



date: Tuesday, November 04, 2008
title: decisions
time: 11:08 PM

Today was good, UT day which kind of sucked as usual but the class totally had loads of fun. Mainly it was disturbing the PI SAI of my class, all I have to say about him is he is a TDCM. What does it stand for, Totally Disgusting China Man, not meant to offend anyone from china. My other entertainment being disturbing cassandra, come to think about it thats everyone's OTHER entertainment.
Anyway after class, went to play soccer with nigel. Only managed to play 1 match even when we sat there for like 2 hours, dinner at yoshinoya with kin toh and nigel before going home.

Well, I think that there are some decisions that one's got to make. Some important, while others not so. But then again some of them are so hard to make, and can change certain things that you are really comfortable with now. That desicion, I am not willing to make at least not yet.

Not going to put a tag board anytime soon, because well this is my space to vent certain emotions right so it doesn't really matter whether anyone see's them or not. Comment don't mean much anyway.



date: Sunday, November 02, 2008
title: Another milestone.....
time: 10:59 PM

It's another number 201 and counting, it would have been more had my old post's still existed.
Today nothing much happened besides visiting the Chinese physician with mum, to massage my both my ring fingers which have been giving me loads of problems when I am playing bb. Lunch, then back home.
Certain things are not working out well, but let bygones be bygones. It just sour's friendships and it's just not worth it. Life is just so short and the friends that walk with us down our lives, are well already in front of you. So move on.



date: Saturday, November 01, 2008
title: IKEA
time: 10:51 PM

The day started out good, woke up/bathed/went out. Met YC and yuan at je mrt (there was suppose to be more people) and we went to IKEA supposedly to have lunch and buy things, but in the end we had our food but they didn't buy anything.
Headed over to queensway because I wanted to buy shoes, yuan left because she needed to head off to town. Didn't buy anything because my mood was totally soured by some incident, then headed home.
Things got worse when I reached home only to find out that my family was out, and that I had forgotten to bring my keys. Didn't want to go over to grand's so early, so called YC again and went to waste my afternoon at his place, until about 7 then back to grand's for dinner.

Don't make baseless accusations, it pisses people off.



date:
title: Skin change duo
time: 1:45 AM

New skin again, there was some problem with the last one and this one looks much better.
Update again some other time, nighty night peeps.