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date: Monday, May 29, 2006
title: aiya.........juz give up bahz
time: 2:31 AM
chat with most ppl all tell me not to give up , muz jian chi dao di.But i already know that i am juz holding on to something that will never happen.I am just cheating myself ,giving myself hope that i may one day be able to be with her.Foolish me,juz nagging over this shit alll the time.why must we grow up so fast, when we are young we ask our mums and dads, how can i grow up faster. Now we are still asking the same question, but now we are asking, why did we hope to grow up so fast. date: Saturday, May 20, 2006
title: got the goods
time: 11:54 PM
today went out a whole day with my family.Went bugis area go 'pai pai' than went to simlim square buy com thing.Mah sis saw 2 les n told my mum ,my mum told me to look than i said its very common nowawadays(not tat i am interested in any of that).After that went to have dinner,i didnt even know it was dinner i actually thought it was lunch,until i saw it was 6 plus le.After that went to queensway ,walked around saw a few peeps frm mah sch than finnally decided where to buy my boots.I love tiempo natural,makes me feel like i'm in ronaldhio's presence(but i am still veryyyyyyyyyyyyyyy veryyyyyyyyyyy far from being able to play like him).date:
title: woohooo
time: 12:46 PM
Yay,later going queensway to buy new pair of soccer boots .See if i can get it any cheaper than the price i saw at jp.Finally going to own a pair of boots.date:
title: i realli wish........
time: 1:56 AM
I realli wish i can do nothing all day and all year round,just sitting in a corner and stare at the celing while thinking of you.But i know i cant , life has to go on for you as well as for me but forgetting you ........i really cant imagine .I don't want to bottle eveything i feel ,my thoughts n everything up but who can i tell,who would bother to spend a few miserable minutes of their time listening to me....no one would.So i just bottled up everything,but i know this bottle will break one day as the thoughts of you flow back to me.I know i will not be able to be part of your life even if i wait for another 5 years, in the past when i think of you,i would feel wetness in my eyes now i tell myself i cannot tear no more.Even if i tear,will you be mine.................................................................................................................................. no .i cant escape from something i fell into 5 years ago when i first saw u,i realli cant. date:
title: touching senario
time: 1:19 AM
Yay finished my mids le so can slack all the way le.Went to chris blog juz now,i read his post than i found out he was such an affectionate guy.I didnt know what to say or think to myself,the chris that i knew in school is it really the true him??Anyone who knows the girl can tag on his tag board to le him know.He is much more matured in our bunch of friends,i can say this is the truth bahz.To chris: hey bro if u ever read this,all i can tell u is we are all growing up.There somethings which we do not wish for it to happen,but this things always do,so juz hang in there ok.Hope u will find this girl ,soon. date: Sunday, May 14, 2006
title: AWWWWWWW..so close
time: 1:03 AM
On fridae accompanied my family to some buhddist thing ,expected it to be damn boring n not much too see, than out of no where saw 2 chio bu(not bian tai but gt chio bu who wont see right) hehe than it turned out too be pretty nice afterall.But than it rained ,than sianz went imm after that go grandma hse than no more le lohz.juz caught the fa cup final match,west ham nearly won but lost on penalties.Although i am not a fan of either club but seeing west ham win over liverpool is quite good(cuz i man u fan mahz).But although i hate to say it both club performed well ,espacially liverpools steven gerrad he was in every part of the goal.The first cisse goal set up by him,than the 2 equalisers also quotesy of steven gerrad.Well good save by reina , bad shots by bobby zamora n anton ferdinand.If there was a nicest goal of the match,it would have gone to konchesky.He took what seemed like a cross but it flew past reina into the goal(reina's is short so his no good with high balls compared to jerzy dudek). date: Saturday, May 13, 2006
title: ....
time: 1:38 AM
Don't understand myself now,fuk up man.think too much about her le bahz,juz cant restrain myself from thinking abt her bahz.Her memory although vivid but still has a very strong impact in my memory,reallly wish that time will help mi bahz.Tell other also no use de,so juz keeping it all to myself.date: Friday, May 12, 2006
title: pretty happy day
time: 2:19 AM
today had my eng paper,still ok lar.Teacher told us our ca1 marks le ,i damn happy cuz i nvr fail any sub,heng ar. maths:50/100 chi:58/100(i think is 51 or 58 lar dnt:90/100 combined humans:53/100(stupid geog) combined sci:61/100 poa:54/100 than i nvr kana meet the parents session,after so many years finnaly one year nvr kana le.I was practically laughing to myself. After school the dragged haz to 3e1 n gave him the good ol bdae bash ,he had a red back after we were done with him.We had cake after that.Went jp with some of the guys to buy mp3 n saw this pair of scoccer boots i wanted to buy.Cant eat for 2 weeks n the boots will be mine,hehe juz in time for inter class too. date: Sunday, May 07, 2006
title: still going pretty smoothly
time: 3:59 AM
oh chi paper juz passed,paper 1 was okok but i couldnt finsih finding the words of the compo wahz sianz ,at least 5 marks gone le.After recess than paper 2 le,i expected a hell of a time wif paper 2 but in reality it was quite ok compared to ct1 de chi paper.After the paper 2 ,still gt 10 min of physics.Sibei sianz but at least can revise mahz.Than the exciting n stupidest part of the whole day,we gathered together n bashed up kwt n chris ,chris tried to run while kwt was kana caught before he could run(he was caught by mr chanzy,who could run when u get caught by an enormas guy) but sadly chris forgotten all abt his bag n had to come back to get it.He gt bashed ,but funny thing he was still smiling after all the bashing. had to be in sch until 5 cuz of the stupid dnt course,wanted to pon tang but scared kana detention(it like the bordest thing on earth),than frm 2 to 5 go for dnt lohz.Until 3 pluz they giv us 15 min break than go play b ball lohz,play until 4.45 like that than my friend say mr ong coming up to mark attendance,we all choing up the stairs like mad person like that,than he 15 min than come.After all the dnt things ,went to kick soccer wif the dudes until 5.45pm cuz mr gomez say cannot play until too late. stupid ankle ,injury relapse cuz havent fully recover than i go play soccer n b ball until the ligament there sprain again.Wah sianz ,nw cannot play le cuz i scared if injured again cannot recover in time for interclass on 22 may. ok lahz dun so lohz soh ,so end here. date: Saturday, May 06, 2006
title: le ttime decide
time: 3:36 AM
Time ,only now i learn to cherish it.I always wanted to grow up faster,but thinking back i wonder why i wanted it.i really miss my old friends very much , i really miss the old pri sch days n of all things i really really miss herrr.everytime i think of maybe we will lose contact n i will nvr be able to see her again ,i feel heart wrenching but who can i blame it on............no one.now i can only hope times wash away all the feelings i have for her.when i see my other friends finally managed to get into a relationship,i feel pretty happy because at least they are happy, i am happy because they are my friends .Sometimes whether i try or i dont try,it has no effect so why should i even bother to try. And maybe one day in the future, i will just brush past u without knowing that person is you,maybe we will turn into 'the most familiar strangers'. Giving up my love, for you, may be is the only solution, to my pain. date: Thursday, May 04, 2006
title: nil title
time: 12:38 AM
Read the blogs of my friend le.She's still feeling blue , i realli did all i can to help her le. all couples usually start out as friends , if we never made friends we may never get to love.But sometimes this friends are juz expandable things,they dun make u feel good all the time infact they even make things worse for you.If u love that person but do not get the same feeling in return ,it is even worse.So i wonder ,are friends really that important??After most of the things that happen to many others,it makes it hard to trust a friend. I still believe in one thing ,somethings instead of helping u solve friends make it even worse .complicating the matter.I know very clearly, I will never get your love , even if i try etarnally, but somewhere inside me, i still cling on tightly....... |