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date: Thursday, July 31, 2008
title:
time: 11:39 PM

Today was pretty sian , the module for today was relatively easy . Why do I say so , because although I did nothing today I was able to explain easily.
The fun part was when me , Yvonne , jing hui and A.J went to TRCC to have lunch and we talked quite abit there . Training was quite eventful for me because I felt I actually did much better compared to the last few times , scored a goal during the match but was too tired because some of my team mates haven't gotten used to the running and all but nevermind we will improve in time for the Div 3 .

I don't think I am going to school tomorrow , told my mum about it and surprisingly she's pretty cool about it . Reason being , I am tired and don't feel like going , I finished my required daily attendance and lastly I'm gonna get a hair cut. The last reason is pretty lame , but it's true.



date: Wednesday, July 30, 2008
title:
time: 12:10 AM

I skipped training today , it was a pretty sudden decision because i'm still a lil sore and stuff and was suppose to have redsports meeting but cancel so oh well. Asked the guys out for pool but end up only , zeyi , YC and haoz could make it so yea we went to jec and pooled till around 8 plus and reached home about 9 plus .
I am going to go for training starting this thursday and try to gym at least once a week I need to up my fitness level for div 3 . I'm still pretty uncertain whether my future lies with floorball because I don't seem to be able to commit fully and I hate that but anything else comes after the div 3 games .

Loneliness gets to people sometimes ,
I say enjoy this loneliness because others yearn for it.



date: Sunday, July 27, 2008
title: Crazy day
time: 12:37 AM

Today was pretty crazy for me , starting with soccer training and I was a bit late because I woke up too late . Saw miss lim at shuqun sec , we were there for training and well , she was there for girl brigade training. Training for me was pretty below my standard because I was seriously damn lost and slow , that's why I hate being sick for the whole week.

After training , went to jec with cazua to have lunch . Saw familiar faces there , after that went to the gym at chevrons and met zk there gym till about 6.30 and went back home to play basket ball till 7 plus 8 and now I'm feeling quite sore everywhere but my day's was fun nonetheless.

Mostly people just look at what is on the outside , they never look pass the facade of things .
Maybe they are just unwilling to .



date: Friday, July 25, 2008
title: It still feels like yesterday.....
time: 11:07 PM

For the past week , I have been sick ( all thanks to Carrie for spraying too much of Yvonne NICE perfume) been having fever, serious flu and block nose but now still feeling pretty ok.

This is the end of week 14 , which means we still have 2 weeks to go before our 3 weeks holiday. Excited about finally getting some rest YES , but we are going to split classes after this which means W25L will be no more than a memory but I believe our class spirit will still remain strong.
W25L means never leave anyone behind ( except 1 person) and I believe the bond that we have with each other is strong and we will remember this as part of our lives.

It really felt like yesterday that we all being freshies step into this class and looking at ( initially) 24 unknown faces and go " this guy looks like a bad person" , " this person looks like a hard worker" but as we go through the first few weeks together we started to open up and crack jokes and eventually some of the guys went to play soccer together and form an even closer bond. We tend to forgive each other's flaws and also slack together whenever possible .

We share food , learn nonsense from one another and Kope PPT's from friends together . The time we had together may not have been very long , but we will still remember the times that we had , the laughter we shared. The games , movies , songs , food , okay bye's, playing with mom's and dad's , your momma jokes , disturbing a certain someone in class , these will all stay on in our memories and that if everyone of us had a choice to choose again I believe we would want to meet each other and do all those nonsensical things all over again.

W25L , one last hurray .



date: Sunday, July 20, 2008
title: TE NENENENENE BATMAN
time: 11:09 PM

Why the title you might ask , because that was always the music I will hear when I watch batman cartoons in the past and I distinctly remembered always humming this sound when I was playing batman with my sister in the past.

Ok , my sis wanted to watch batman but unfortunately for her none of her friends want to watch with her . She than asked me to watch with her but I just asked mum and dad to go too .I seriously thought it would be another lame jack ass movie that would be just some crazed villain against the ' I have no emotions' man , but hey it was actually a nice movie and YES joker was the main character of the show. The show was darker than the last batman movie and batman isn't so emotion-less anymore , heath ledger left a legacy in this movie and a hell of a job to do for the next guy who wants to play 'The joker' . But my sister fell asleep at the part that two faced kicked the bucket , HAHA and she was the one who wanted to see this movie.
After that went to buy a random pair of sandals because I don't want the floorball team to get suspended because of someone getting caught for wearing slippers , and got a knee sleeve on the way because well my knee isn't exactly good and I will be using it regularly.

This is just something random , I finally remembered why i'm almost 80 over dollars poor because of my bag which my mom apparently forced me to pay for using my card .



date:
title: CEH
time: 1:59 AM

Ok , i'm blogging again at 1.59 am . Reason being , I can't get to sleep at least not now anyway.
Todays a pretty boring day , wanted to go out but my $$ running low so good ol' me just stayed at home instead . Only went down stairs to play basketball and then walked to gran's for dinner , fooled around with my lil cuzzies and somehow 'stole' their tamagochi's . Evil* but fun , uncle george came over to gran's to visit . Heard something sad regarding him , I am seriously convinced life's a bitch now . His a SERIOUSLY nice person , but for such a heart wrenching thing to happen to him ,I mean where the justice in that .
If anyone of you reading was guessing what is the incident , something regarding family and you will have to become a dad to truly understand how he feels . He may have acted as though he was happy but his eyes just tell a different story.

OK enough of those sad post , I now declare myself as an unconventional ah beng , why??
I am not officially one cause I don't intend to be one , but somehow my action's portray me as being close to one . People tell you long ago dont listen luh , now then realise , I guess I am a bit slow on the intake huh !!
Batman with family tommolo , YES ( free show...)



date: Thursday, July 17, 2008
title: JUST KEEP UR SHIT IN YOUR MOUTH.
time: 11:56 PM

OK I'm pretty pissed after floor ball training today , usually I'm pretty cool with things but I think it got way over this time around. A certain someone likes to insult me on my size , the way I play and almost every darn thing I do . I do not actually remember insulting him in anyway but I guess he just doesn't like me . But hey , I have a temper too so please don't go over board with your insults.

I'm still fat SO, I am not exactly good at floor ball SO . At least I bother trying to slim down and improve on my play and fitness level .Hey your momma did not give birth to you to care anything about my fucking life and so what even if you play at the highest level ,FUCK your just a bloody year one like I am , you seen people play better SO , You just keep all those shit in your mouth shut right inside ,because I am not interested in seeing shit. OH and your mom gave you an ass to allow all the shit to be moved out of your body.

For the team , I won't do anything to you but you are this close to crossing over and I can't guarantee nothing will happen to you if I get mad. I just can't really control my temper once it starts to kick into gear.

If you ever get to read this post , just know that your an ASSHOLE and people have limits to control.



date: Wednesday, July 16, 2008
title:
time: 10:45 PM

On certain nights, when you suddenly feel this surge from your memories catching up with you and you actually think back on what you have done and who made an impact on your life and stuffs feelings that were once gone actually crept back somehow.

Certain people may have felt the same , while others will just never understand this kind of feelings all their life. Well there was this one thing ............. regret actually , which I know very clearly now will never be able to be fulfilled . I don't really feel like writing alot here but yeah I still am able to visualize that feeling now and I wouldn't want to get that feeling again. Maybe it was just an over due crush but to have one that lasted for 6 years I don't really think that I would put any tag on to it.
Some people may argue that ' hey you liked someone else during your secondary 2 years so how can you consider it to be 6?' .

Reason , simple . I always try to hide how I feel and like another ,but after the initial part fades , I still find myself back to square one and that she was always the one. But as the years go by , I am clear where I stand and I know that my chance will never ever come .

The hardest 3 month of my life , started when she ignored me because my confession made me look like a crazed stalker .
But After that we still remained friends till now , maybe it was just me but I feel that my perspective on love changed after I met her.

I am still finding my way out , but thank whoever that put her into the P5 class then, because if he or she hadn't done so I would not have been fortunate enough to feel the heart break she gave me. Why was it a regret then , because I will never know that if I had taken the chance earlier would things have been different.

But thank you for appearing, thank you.



date:
title: OMG
time: 9:58 PM

I actually update like so many times recently.

So proud of myself.
Ok I strained my thigh muscle half way through training and due to that I couldn't really run and so stayed limp all the way for the rest of the training, many others also suffered injuries during training . Today walked with a limp because my thigh muscle was still pretty sore. Went home with A.J and kinda talked about certain stuff's that made me think back about certain things.

I was never unsure ,
It's just that I was lost in transition.



date: Monday, July 14, 2008
title: NOTHING....
time: 10:33 PM

Ok I admit I skipped school today due to partially my lazy bum self refuses to go and also cause i got a headache at first. But anyway went to meet alex who so nicely met me for lunch at CWP even though he kept repeating that I pang seh him. Then went to civic plaza lib , sat there and waited for about an hour and a half there. The ordeal in the library was alright because it was pretty quiet , saw so many secondary school people kinda brings back the memories of me and zk slacking in the lib till late during sec 3 final years haha. Saw how a couple of lower sec guys and girls crapping there , how I wish I was still that young but apparently someone said that everyone gotta grow up and well I did.

Yc came , suppose to go starbucks but due to some reason we decide to abandon that idea and go to jec just for arcade haha , the older one gets the more fun arcade seems. Wasted 14 bucks there and I never knew tennis on the arcade console was so addictive. We talked shit on the way home , such as what girl he wanna jio , who was short fat and so on , prostitution in geylang and some seriously random stuff. Haha crappy but yea still pretty enriching .

Ok i blew 20 over bucks at coffee bean with YC ystd but he blew way more than me , so yea gonna get real poor real soon. My havanias are gonna split so yeah , gonna get another one real soon. Holi's are coming in about 3 weeks ( minus this week) YES , and chalet is coming up and stuff . Finally gonna get to slack but the bad thing is we are going to change class like real soon so gonna miss almost everyone ( except for some game playing freak ass stalker from my class) .
W25L will be remembered.



date: Wednesday, July 09, 2008
title: updated
time: 10:47 PM

Ok i'm back here to update because a certain auntie keeps nagging ( see tagboard to get a hint on who) .

Been pretty busy with school , actually floorball and redsports , not much time to do anything much . Joined cazua friend's soccer team which trains every sat but in the morning , turned out there were a few in the team whom we have grudges with but I did not really give a shit about such grudges . Yesterday after training , we had a team talk and our vice capt was pretty unhappy about the div 1's attitude towards training and also about them not taking training seriously , some year 2's also got 'HIT' but overall it proved a wake up call that we cannot afford to slack off everytime . He mentioned that it is understandable that some of us are unable to train for 4 days a week but we should make it at least 3 days and also take training seriously . The goal for our team is to be IVP , POLITE champions and also team of the year , that is why we have to work towards that goals. I feel pretty spirited after that talk and I think I will try my best to train as hard as I can.

Today i still kaput training cause didn't not even go to school . But in the afternoon met with zk and wanting at woodlands mrt and went CWP for lunch , after that went jp jalan jalan thn went home . Saw chaqif at the interchange , so we 3 took 187 together. Now homed and gonna sleep soon .

Just being random , I got a B in my UT YESSSSSS.
ok to THAT auntie , I updated ok .



PS. ABOUT THE LINKS , IT WASN'T ME WHO PUT CUTE GIRL. Heck I didn't even change my own blogskin. HAHA