date: Monday, September 29, 2008
title:
This weekend was just plain boring, cause first of all I was too tired to go anywhere and there was no where to go. So plain old me stayed at home and camped haha, did nothing besides playing and watching the TV. Going to school tml since there's no sch on tues and wed's, whoo only a 3 day school week, ok going to be a pig again nitez peeps.
date: Wednesday, September 24, 2008
title:
For certain things that happened on tuesday, let by gone's be by gone's don't keep talking about things that are over. Both parties are at fault, but it's a small matter don't let such a trivial matter spoil your friendships. Don't keep raking things that have happened up, it's over. Read OVER and emphasize on the word 'OVER'. This post is meant for parties that are affected and comments from those who know nothing are not welcomed.
date: Tuesday, September 23, 2008
title: awesome....
Today's lesson was ok, during breakout 2 class ordered mac and we had a mac feast in class haha. Fast forward all the way to training, did 8*200m sprints seriously can feel the lactic acid growing in my legs. After that had friendly game with the girls, we won 10-8 should have done better but we did really well compared to the last friendly against one west utd. Whoo I scored my first goal in a friendly, which I dunno how did my shot go under the goalie but oh well. Well done guys , After that we watched yee reun making a fool of himself on a video in youtube. He scored an own goal on winning eleven and he took off his clothes and swung it around his head all this while running around in his class room. The floorball guys had a good laugh, haha.
date: Saturday, September 20, 2008
title: Tired-ed
Lets begin with ystd, class was fun as we gelled really well. Being the boliao one in class I decide to lock yvonne outside class during break out 2, she was darn pek cek la cause can't come in. I only let her in after i finished my fifa street which is a good 5 min haha. Then the rest which went out also kena this time nigel, yuan xing and chee mun joined in too haha.Went and pooled with the guys till 10 plus, zeyi friends came, craped a while at the mrt station before going home.
Fast forward to today, cognitive problem seriously suck BALLS. Bloody occam's razor, but class was as usual, DAMN fun. There was a mini drama which made all of us laugh, shan's friends was trying hard to persuade her to skip class and go to city hall with them but she kept on rejecting them, in the end it took me and nigel to convince her to go. Jac also wanted to leave but before they could go they saw YIJIE, the only member who did not go off. Shan ran like hell when she saw her, Jac which was still in class went to hide and this made us laugh like siao. All those joker's in class, training was tiring as usual but will have to make the most out of it since div 3 is nearing.
date: Tuesday, September 16, 2008
title: OMG
I gt 1 fucking D for my FIRST sci lesson, ok now I officially loath Turkish . ASSSS, nvm shall work harder for the lesson ltr. Give him an A showing, damn a D. wad the hell sial.
date: Saturday, September 13, 2008
title: Seriously
I'm feeling darn tired now because I had training just now, whee got our jersey's and mine number 21. What the reason behind choosing number 21, it was because there was no L size for the white color jersey of my number 3 .
Ok people out there, who are feeling darn sad because you broke up with your bf/gf , quarrel and all the other blah blah stuff. You should feel freaking fortunate that you guys can still actually see them or be with them. Cass gave me this blog and told me to go read it, I'm seriously telling you guys that after reading her words I am feeling very blessed and grateful for what I have now. well if being a million miles away from your bf/gf is far, after reading this it wouldn't seem so anymore. http://charleneyl.blogspot.com ( best viewed in internet explorer , firefox causes a lot of problems.).
date: Friday, September 12, 2008
title: BORINNG
Blogging in class , it's darn boring today. Cognitive's topic is easier this week but it's still darn boring, if not for training ltr I think I would have been off during the second breakout. Class is like darn cold now, must be raining in woodlands. I need some coffee from the coffee shop near my house NOW.
date: Sunday, September 07, 2008
title: sad love story
I'm darn bored now, although I'm not much of a fan of very sad love stories but somehow I still love to read them and the meaning behind those stories sometimes get to people. This is one such story.
IT'S 7TH GRADE..
I stared at the girl next to me... She was my so called "best friend"... I stared at her... Long, silky hair... And I wished she was mine... But she didn't notice me like that... I knew it... After class she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before... And I handed them to her... She said "thanks"... And gave me a kiss on the cheek... I wanted to tell her... I want her to know that I don't want to be "just friends"... I love her but I'm too shy to tell her... And I don't know why...
IT'S JUNIOR YEAR..
My phone rang... On the other end it was her... She was in tears... Mumbling on and on about how her love had broken her heart... She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone... So I did... As I sat next to her on the sofa... I stared at her soft eyes... Wishing she was mine... After 2 hours... I Drew Barrymore movie... And 3 bags of chips... She decided to go to sleep... She looked at me.. Said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek... I wanted to tell her... I want her to know... That I don't want to be "just friends"... I love her but I'm too shy to tell her... And I don't know why...
IT'S SENIOR YEAR..
The day before prom... She walked to my locker... "My date is sick" she said... He's not going to go... Well... I didn't have a date and in 7th grade... We made a promise that if neiter of us had dates... We'd go together just as "best friends"... And so we did...
IT'S PROM NIGHT..
After everything was over with... I was standing at her front door step... I stared at her ... She smiled at me... I wanted her to be mine... But she doesn't think of me like that... And I know it... Then she said "I had the best time... Thanks!"... And she gave me a kiss on the cheek... I wanted to tell her... I wanted her to know that I don't want to be "just friends"... I love her but I'm just too shy... And I don't know why...
IT'S GRADUATION DAY..
A day passed... And then a week... And then a month... Before I could blink... It was graduation day... I watched her... Perfect body... Floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma... I wanted her to be mine... But she doesn't think of me that way... And I know it... Before everyone went home... She came to me in her smock and hat... And cried as I hugged her... Then she lifted her head from my shoulders and said "you're my best friend"... "Thanks!"... And gave me a kiss on the cheek... I wanted to tell her.. I wanted to know that I wanted to be more than "just friends"... I love her but I'm too shy... And I don't know why...
IT'S A FEW YEARS LATER..
Now I sit in the pews of the church... A church that she is getting married in now... I watched her say "I do" an drive off to her new life... Married to another man... I wanted her to be mine... But she didn't see me like that... And I knew it... But before she drove away... She came to me and said "You came!... Thanks!"... And she kissed me on the cheek... I wanted to tell her... I wantd her to know that I didn't want to be "just friends"... I love her but I'm just too shy... And I don't know why...
YEARS PASSED..
I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend"... At the service they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years... This is what it said... "I stare at him... Wishing he was mine... But he doesn't notice me like that... And I know it... I wanted to tell him... I wanted him to know... That I don't want to be "just friends"... I love him but I'm just too shy... And I don't know why... I wish he would tell me he loved me"... I wish I did too... I thought to myself and I cried... rest in peace my Love.
It's sad isn't it, just because you are so sure about how the other person felt, you walked away but eventually you find out both of you have just been walking in circles, but it's usually too late to do anything about it. Just take your chances now then live to regret things in the future.
date:
title: schooling
School's started on wed's , expected my current class to still remain very cold to each other for a longer period of time but the surprise is we actually warmed up real fast. We got most of each other's msn on like only the second day in school and we would have taken as much of each other's phone numbers if we were only hardworking enough to key them into our own phone 1 by 1.
Friday was by far my best day in class, had cognitive and my group was cass, ayu , pei qi and zhang kui and we were like crapping and laughing all the way because cass kept laughing to herself and talked crap about herself that made us all laugh like mad haha. After lesson's went with alex to khek's hse for the bbq ,I wasn't feeling well at all and was pretty tired and down for no apparent reason. So went up to his house to finish up my rj , helped with tieing of all the water bombs before taking most of the things to the bbq pit. I think I drank more than I had eaten at the bbq ,played bb and around 10 plus 11 most of them left leaving only me , hao , clement , jing yuan , alicia , chun hui and honxuen staying over. Went back to khek's house to bath and rest , some of us then went to have dinner at yew tee central while the 2 girls went to bath and take their stuffs. Talked about the supernatural while having dinner, after that went back and played cards for a while before going to the living room to watch some old hong kong ghost movie which was more hilarious than scary haha. Was too tired and went to sleep, woke up around 7 plus and saw hx , clement and alicia leaving before dozing off again. After that around 9 plus jing yuan left , soon after that we left . Me and hao went to jp to have break fast, crapped before going off around 11.30. Rested at home till about 1.40 before going to play tennis with ed, dom, daren, yc, cazua but seriously I sucked at it because it has been 2 years since I last played. Around 5 plus went home , damn I overslept about 4 bus stops , reached gran's and had steam boat dinner which was good. Hopefully monday would be a good day, for studies and training.
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