date: Sunday, January 01, 2006
title: haizzzzzzzzzz.......
If i were to really trust my instincts and juz hang on to something that i have known for so long,that was never going to be mine,is it really the right decision???I juz dunnoe.........even if i tell someone that i really can trust ,so what , i still can't come at peace with myself forever.Only for the moment,i have peace.But as stuborn as a mule i am,i still can't come to terms with myself in letting go of the only thing that was ever so important in my life,Her.I'm still not prepared to let go ,i'm still not.
I never thought of dreaming this dream, but after doing so for 5 years, it has turned into something, i never wish to wake up from.
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